9.13.17
Sitting at a bar
this lady sat
next to me
with three children
and her husband
and her sister
and I heard
her say, I
think it’s a
hormonal thing, each
morning I start
the day off
by saying, Stabilize
Janet, stabilize yourself,
your hormones, anxieties
center yourself and
your life will
quit falling to
pieces. Her oldest
son ordered a
chicken wrap with
crispy bacon, while
her youngest had
his face absorbed
into a screen.
Her husband and
her sister both
seemed quiet in
the face of
inappropriate tragedy. The
husband spoke only
to the oldest
son, he said:
Tell me about
school, how are
your teachers? The
son said, Good.
Written at 8:00 at night, in my office, in Agoura Hills CA.